A Daily Dose

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

  • Now I know how Tina feels...

    ...Ike was a pain in the ass.  *badum ching*

    Ike was my first real hurricane experience.  I've felt the threat of a hurricane hitting Houston, but I'm happy to be able to tell my story after one actually did hit Houston.  However, I really wish that I was in Vegas this weekend and not the weekend when Gustav was hovering nearby.

    Ike decided to hit in the wee hours of the weekend...Friday night/Saturday morning at 1 am.  I was such a nervous wreck.  I was praying that we wouldn't lose power and that the bedroom window would still be intact.  I was actually foolish enough to think that nothing was going to really happen and that I was filling up the bath tub out of paranoid silliness.  I felt the same way about lining the windows and doors with towels.  I was trying to stay awake during the storm because the wind was blowing so hard.  But I finally succumbed to my heavy eyelids and dozed off at around 2 ish in the morning.  We still had power.

    It was strange, because I was really wishing hard that we would have power over the weekend so that I could bake like crazy.  I had been itching to use our new kitchen, and with the weekend off, I would finally get to bake all the things I had been meaning to bake.  We had no such luck because our power went out at 5 am.

    That meant that our water pumps went out, so we were also out of water.  My bath tub full of water didn't seem so silly any more.

    Ugh...and that meant that really had to eat tuna, dried fruits etc.

    Over the next few days, we were nomads.  We were fortunate enough to have family and good friends who had either electricity, water or both.  We were able to shower and be in good company.  I was thankful to feel and be loved.  But I was still longing for the day for things to return to normal.

    I think the worst night was probably Saturday night.  It was so hot.  I was irritable and cranky.  I was annoyed that the electricity was out.  I decided to spread my misery and fight with my boyfriend.  hahahaha.  However, my crankiness carried over into Sunday morning and I managed to turn my cranky energy into productive energy.  Since the storm had passed, I decided to take my anger out on mother nature by reorganizing the apartment.  I was also extremely bored.  I was too hot to read.  I really wanted to cook or play on the piano and I couldn't do either because the damn electricity was out.  I guess my heaven would have been to have a real piano, and a gas oven.

    I used to think that losing electricity was worse than losing water.  Now I know that losing water is much worse than losing electricity.  I don't know how I would survive without modern plumbing...I mean, I would have been happy to take a cold bath in the sweltering heat, and perhaps read a magazine with the LED strap-on head lights that T bought. 

    Ugh, and losing both utilities at the same time sucked.  I'm just glad that our roof didn't collapse and that our windows didn't break.

    I know that the next time a hurricane appears to be coming straight towards Houston, I will definitely evacuate.

Friday, 12 September 2008

  • Another Friday off...Wohoo!

    I was groaning about this week because it was going to be my first full work week in three weeks.

    Since I work a 9/80 work schedule and get every other Friday off, I had 8/22 off.  This was handy because it was C's bridal shower, which was a success...great food, great games, great company.

    Then of course, I took the following Friday off for the big bachelorette party.  I had last Friday off because it was my Friday off.

    This would have been the first Friday that I've worked in 3 weeks.  But then Hurricane Ike strolled into town.

    And then next Friday, I get off again!

    So now, on the 26th, it will be 5 weeks since I've worked a Friday.  I think I'll be ready for that one, though.

    T & I have decided to hunker down in our apartment.  In the event that we still have power, I will be cooking extravagant meals which include omelettes, pancakes w/ strawberries and whipped cream, turkey/avocado/tomato/parmesan cheese salad, pork chops w/ sesame/ginger slaw, cookies from scratch, pasta w/ ground turkey bologense sauce, brownies from the box, crescents, banana/mango/soy milk smoothies and apple pie.  We also made a last minute run to the convenience store for some ice cream.

    In case we don't have electricity, we have tuna galore, dried fruit, water, bananas, apples, and soy milk that doesn't have to be refrigerated.

    I really hope that we have electricity.

    Be safe everyone!

Wednesday, 27 August 2008

  • Tough Lessons of the Day

    1. When Infiniti key fobs are washed AND dried, they no longer work....period...no matter how long your boyfriend trouble shoots the battery, takes it apart...etc.  You can only marvel at the damaged circuitry.
    2. If the elliptical is too easy for you, you're probably not on a challenging setting.  I can do "Weight Loss" at Level 6, but I cannot do "Strength Training" at Level 6.  "Strength Training" kicked my butt and fast.  I was exhausted but only managed to "run" a distance of 0.5 mi.  I'm just going to pat myself on the back for managing a more intense workout.

    Good night.

Sunday, 24 August 2008

  • Early Start

    I use to wake up really early in the morning as a kid to watch cartoons.  I really loved Smurfs, and their time slot was unfortunately at 5:30 in the morning.  I loved cartoons so much; I would squat down in front of that TV until they started showing those teenage shows.  If it wasn't Saved by the Bell, then I didn't care for it.  I remember groaning when they came out with California Dreams.  I remember thinking it was too cheesy...haha, like Saved by the Bell wasn't.

    There are still other things in the morning that I love:  silence, stillness, the soft glow of morning light.  On calm mornings like this, I really start to become pensive.

    Oh my God...Carolyn's getting married.  Just like I was for Melissa, I'm in shock, and I'm nervous, but excited that the Big Day is finally coming.  My cousin in Canada is getting married on the same day and time as Carolyn.  How crazy is that?  I am relieved, however, that Carolyn's bridal shower is over.  I'm so excited about next week's Bachelorette Party in Vegas. Wahoo!  And then Diana decides to get engaged during the bridal shower that I was hosting.  ahh!

    With all these wedding frenzies, people have been really asking when my turn coming.  They've been hinting that I'm next.  I guess since T is older and that he's stuck around me for 1 year and 10 months already, people know that he's the one for me.  I usually shrug and smile.  I'm pretty sure that T will ask me when the time is right. 

    Besides,  I'm not in any rush right now.  My 30's are far away from now.  I'll worry when I'm 28.5.



Tuesday, 05 August 2008

  • Stir Crazy

    I'm getting a little cabin fever here at my apartment.

    My gate remote for the apartment complex doesn't work.  So I followed someone in after waiting for about 5 minutes.  I don't want to leave because I don't want my car outside of the gate!!  grr!!  Therefore, I have locked myself in this little fortress...

    Also, being alone doesn't help, ESPECIALLY without TV.  TV makes a good companion for whatever reason. I feel more....connected with the world.

    Well, I better stop procrastinating and get to unpacking.  It's soo messy.  I'm depressed when I see the mess.  *sigh*  Then I get too depressed to unpack.  It's a vicious cycle.  I should have just paid for the unpacking service by 3 Men Movers.

    This gloomy weather sucks too.  Everything's pretty sucky.

Wednesday, 23 July 2008

  • Quarter-life Crisis, part deux

    I need to deal with stress and change better.

    Life gets so hectic for me all at once...it all comes in spurts.  People getting engaged left and right, people getting married, people poppin' out babies, people getting a year wiser, people moving around--all these events get overwhelming.  Then, I have to deal with my own thoughts...

    Should I go to grad school?  Do I want to go to grad school?  I feel like I will be more competitive with a MCE (Masters of Civil Engineering, non thesis option), and it will help me gain more confidence in my field...But am I willing to go through the pains of going to school and working at the same time? 

    Do I even want to stay in engineering?  I feel like I am more natural at creative tasks.  Do I want to do a 180 and pursue a more creative career?

    I'm now in saving mode...but what am i saving for??  A house? A (*deep breath, gulp*) wedding? Grad school? Put into retirement? Emergency Fund? Splurge on a Gucci purse?  Okay, maybe not a Gucci purse anytime soon...but I would like to own one one day.

    Maybe I need to accept that the only thing in life that is constant is change.

    I also hate moving.  I am going to miss this apartment.  Being minutes away from the Galleria is convenient...but not for the wallet.  Being closer to 610 and 59 is also convenient.  So long Punch version 2.0. (nickname of one of our neighbors...)  So long Chino Man (downstairs neighbor). So long gay man who can't carry his groceries up the stairs.  So long cat-lover who leaves her kitty litter outside her front door and listens to Justin Timberlake waaaaay too much.  So long to the Mexican security guard who lets everyone through the gate and waves to everyone.

    Ugh.  I'm going to just take some Advil and go to sleep.






Friday, 11 July 2008

  • Summer Cleansing

    Throughout the day, I eat a lot of crap.  I frequently walk to the snack machine to get chilli cheese Fritos, white cheddar popcorn, or Famous Amos chocolate chip mini cookies.   I should buy snacks from Target right across the street from my office building, but that would just make eating junk more accessible.

    Eating out with co-workers also makes me feel pressured to make unhealthy choices.  Just being in a restaurant makes me indulge and overeat.  I've been thinking about eating vegetarian every other week.  When I saw Ms. Phi's post, I think I'm going to start with dinner and work my way to all meals, every other week.

    I think that the hardest thing for me to give up isn't meat...it will be dairy.  I love cheese.  I love ice cream.  I think that soy ice cream might do the trick for my ice cream cravings, but I've tasted soy cheese before, and it tastes like crap.

    So...I pledge to not eat/drink the following for at least 5 days (longer if I can, and barring Saturday's Summer Games Event)

    • *eek* all dairy
    • meat (except eggs for breakfast)
    • enriched flour
    • processed foods
    • sugar (fake or real, except fruit)
    • alcohol
    • caffeine

    So...anyone have any recipes and/or restaurant dish suggestions?

Tuesday, 08 July 2008

  • I'm being lazy

    I used to care wayyy too much about my layout.  I never thought I'd be complacent enough to just use a pre-made skin, but now I am...since they look pretty decent nowadays.

    So Mr. T is taking care of business this week in Mexico.  This should be a prime time to clean the apartment, since he'd be out of my way, but I decided to veg out today.  I feel stressed, from various little things.  They are all starting to get to me now.

    Right before I get home I start making a list of things that I need to do when I get home.  Today, I am taking a break from what I need to do and just do the things I want....like blogging and re-watch some TV shows on DVD.

    I think it's time to get U-verse.  TV makes a great companion for me when I feel alone at home.  I think just hearing people from the TV makes me feel less lonely.

Friday, 04 July 2008

  • Misplaced RAGE...

    *sigh*

    I was shopping in Banana for clothes, and this girl was walking by.  I grabbed a shirt off the rack and accidentally brushed her face with it.

    "Oh, I'm sorry. *chuckle* I wasn't thinking."

    (sarcastically)  "Yeah."

    "I SAID I was sorry."

    "ooookaaayy!"

    My adrenaline was ready to knock this nasty Amy Smart wanna be through the wall.  There were a million thoughts going through my head about what to do next.  I shook with rage.  But the only thing I could blurt out was:

    "You don't have to be a bitch about it."

    "I'm not."

    I rolled my eyes and had to walk away before I started a physical altercation.  At one point, I thought, I could take this bitch. The people at this store know me, and wouldn't call security.  Of course, there were also a MILLION more ways that I could have cursed this bitch out, but I decided to just walk away. It wasn't worth it. 

    There was an Asian lady (Filipino, I think...I love Filipinos) near by, however, who kind of leaned on me, laughing in a congratulatory way.  Score one for the Asian team!

    That still doesn't prevent me from imagining how I would have KICKED THAT GIRL'S ASS.  If she even touched me, it would have been ON LIKE DONKEY KONG.  *deep breath*

    I kept rethinking scenarios while I was shopping.  I guess while I was thinking it would put me into an angry trance that I usually had to snap out of when approached by sales people so they wouldn't think I was crazy.

    But I'm on holiday, so I'm going to try and relax...and that may involve me having to work out my rage at the gym.

Wednesday, 02 July 2008

  • Randomness

    Joke (courtesy of T):

    A man walks into a powerful lawyer's office:

    Lawyer:  You better have some important business, barging in like that.
    Guy:  I do.  I'm the devil, and I'm here to grant you a wish.
    Lawyer:  Yeah, whatever.
    Guy:  I am, and I'll prove it.
    Lawyer:  Ok. (Grabs a peach.)  Make this peach taste like pu**y.
    Guy:  Done.
    Lawyer:  (Takes a bite and spits it out.)  Argh!  This tastes like shit!
    Guy:  You idiot, you have to turn it around!

    ...and scene.